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V. I. T. R. I. O. L.
(English Edition)

V.i.t.r.i.o.l.’s heroine has lost the key to her past. Childhood and adolescence look like blank pages. An emptiness that is destroying her to the ruin. Until memory comes back and along with it the terryfing meaning of the word ‘incest’.

Fragments come back to me. It’s dark. It’s cold. It’s a cage and I’m inside. Not a sound. Dead silence. Is this the end? Is this being in a grave? Is it a mistake? Why do I feel this way, if I’m underground? The outside world lives without me, I can sense it through all the pores of my skin. That is how it is. That’s the Law. Trying to move, but how do you move when the body no longer responds, overcome by so much hate? Why fighting? Breathing is hardly possible. Trees fall. Leaves rot on the ground. Cold and darkness overrun everything. What’s the point of trying to live in a world without light, taste or heat? Where everything is already bound to happen? Is the sound of fate so desperate that no one can escape? Move, despite the pain. Fight. Seek the light. Cling to it, hold it and don’t let it go. Leave for a world without violence, anger or hate. A world where you’ll be guilty and where I will no longer be a victim. A world of freedom, where my eyes will be able to see again, where harmony will unfold, where scents will smell. A world you won’t be in. Fly. Forget the pain that wrings the guts, consumes the heart, burns the eyes. Close the eyelids. One step closer to Heaven. Step aside and fall, far away from Hell.


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R E V I E W S
 
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“There was a poem by the French author, Charles Baudelaire from his “Les Fleurs du Mal,” titled The Carcass that particularly struck me. It begins:

“Do you remember the sight we saw, my soul,
that soft summer morning
round a turning in the path…?”


Even when translated to English it has a distinct metre and flow. Visual, simple yet profound, it was intimate, speaking as if only to me, yet clearly had monumental breadth and might whisper to anyone. It was unforgettable after I first heard then read it. Anne de Gandt’s V.I.T.R.I.O.L. was the same.

There is a challenge in this work, however, and I found I ached to revise and help this precious gem shine because the translation is problematic, requiring patience for the errors of spelling, structure and tense. V.I.T.R.I.O.L is literary fiction: setting, imagery, voice, characterization, and more, not to be confused with anything less as this would lessen its impact. Those looking for light, blasé reading, a book to pick up and put away without a second thought? Look elsewhere.

Personally, this story deeply spoke to me for it echoed expressions in my own memoir. I had to read it slowly, in increments I could understand, equate lesbibefore I could pass on to another scene. For similar reasons, I reread it a few times drawing as much emotion as I could from the story of its words. It’s rare that a work creates in me a desire know more behind what has been presented. I knew that only reading it once wasn’t enough. For that reason, I would imagine some might find V.I.T.R.I.O.L. too cryptic, too difficult to comprehend at times, but I found it engaging far beyond average.

In the emotionally charged seventeen pages of V.I.T.R.I.O.L, there are almost whimsical views through the hideous evil people commit, the senseless brutality in their selfish desire for sexual release and power over others. Those who’ve suffer thusly will recognize and know what is being represented through imagery. Be prepared to remember parts of the rage, fear, hurt, grief, hopelessness felt after “those” times; your own personal madness in the so-called world of sanity, yet it is not a book without hope or which lacks beauty despite its serious themes. It is real is the sense of the word that this is authentic, believable, utter truth. Haunting, powerful and very, very unique. With great eagerness and curiosity I look forward to reading more of Anne de Gandt’s work.

Red Haircrow, author of the blog Flying with Red Haircrow

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“V.I.T.R.I.O.L. by French author Anne de Gandt, is poetic story about a young woman struggling to have a full and meaningful life. Alas, she is held captive to her past, but cannot identify or articulate the demon holding her prisoner, keeping her from happiness and success. I had struggled with the French version with my limited French and was very happy to see an English translation. I reread within one day because I wanted to keep with the entire flow of this book, as flows so beautifully. One sentence opens to the next in such a way that it is difficult to put down. The story provoked a realization within me that perhaps it was time I too examined emotions that held me back -- ones that might keep me from living fully. The story is about a young woman who is stuck in her memories of childhood abuse. Her soul is empty, or so she feels, and her life is full of agony. She is lost in fearful images and, in the author's words, “in Hell”. My heartstrings were tugged and pulled until I opened to look within my own soul. The author stroked my soul with her vivid words. Beautiful well-written and poetic and at times, eerie. Ms. de Gandt is truly a fantastic writer who can creates a sense of romance, whilst also providing a story that is oddly frightening to one's senses. By the end I was feeling deeply fulfilled. ".. in the space of a promise finally kept." I look forward to more English translations of her writings.”.

June Ahern, author of The Skye in June

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B O N U S
     
 
V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
       
  Genesis V.I.T.R.I.O.L. was written after a trying singing lesson (a lot of were); I had then lost my voice for several days. The mists and the cold were at their height, it was snowing without stopping.

Associated Music – An die Musik, Franz Schubert’s lieder composed in 1817, and Ave Maria, by the same composer. Two songs so simple and so hard to sing. They put me into such a state!

Vitriol : also called sulfuric acid (H2SO4 formula), it’s a strong mineral acid present in the atmosphere of Venus, that can also be found in acid rain. In its pure state, it’s a viscous, colorless and odorless liquid, that can boil water in which it is poured.
 
 
With its 8300 feet long, the Haussmann boulevard is running throught both 8th and 9th districts of Paris. The Haussmann prefect designed this major traffic artery as a diagonal connecting the Grand Boulevards’s first cercle to the wall of the “Fermiers Généraux”.
 
 
     
 
 
The Dahlia is a flower of Mexican origin, called by the Aztecs chichipatli or acocotli. It was grewing in the wild between 6561 and 9842 feet altitude in the mountains above Santa Fe and Guadalupe.

In 1784, the Botanical Garden of Madrid’s director named it Dahlia, in honor of Swedish botanist Anders Dahl, a diciple of Linnaeus.

Its presence in the garden repels nematodes and attracts pollinating insects.
 
 
         
 
 
         
 
Being raped is like living with the seeds of evil.
   
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PERSÉPHONE PANDORA LORELEI PALLAS L’INTÉGRALE
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